I was in class
and someone asked
"why you talk so white"
If i talk white,
and write right.
We can a least get the grammar right.
or should i say correct
I think she ment to say
I speak Caucasion
But if i told her
I was black
or Asian
But born in Haiti
making me Haitian
Would she approach me with the same hesitation.
Correction I dont talk white.
Its speak correctly
because if
Bill Clinton spoke white
Obama speaks white
So i guess in her mind speaking white meant speaking right
but speaking white is the wrong representation
of speaking correcly
and if we correlate white and right
guess because im black im still wrong or talking properly.
In short
some think there
is an art to
writing
poetry
but they don't realize
most people speak poetically
with out
sitting down and sketching
a sonnet or a villanelle
using metaphors that no one understand
fuck the word poetry for all its worth
fuck the English language they taught to me at birth
fuck all the things that tell me what i should be
fuck you if you doubt me
this its something u dont have to read..
i know you looking at this asking
"why such vulgarity"
you know what i say fuck that.
the shit is in the dictionary
of which i was taught my native tongue
but if i use it I am deemed wrong
fuck that bitch of an ass hole for telling me
its a curse word.
why these?
these small words
that people say
are bad.
yet they fall right besides "good" words in
the book of truth
damn shit ass
words we use.
Bitch is a female dog
and it comes after bit and bite
those are bad words to right?
NO
they are actions we perform daily
so laugh it up!
tell me I'm wrong
for using the book
that taught me my native tongue
in its entirety
fuck you
for judging me
based on how i speak
i use it to write my poetry
you can write peotry to
sit down
clear ya mind
record your experience over time
in every scheme
in every line
but don't call me a poet
my life just happens to rhyme.
is an art to
writing
poetry
but they don't realize
most people speak poetically
with out
sitting down and sketching
a sonnet or a villanelle
using metaphors that no one understand
fuck the word poetry for all its worth
fuck the English language they taught to me at birth
fuck all the things that tell me what i should be
fuck you if you doubt me
this its something u dont have to read..
i know you looking at this asking
"why such vulgarity"
you know what i say fuck that.
the shit is in the dictionary
of which i was taught my native tongue
but if i use it I am deemed wrong
fuck that bitch of an ass hole for telling me
its a curse word.
why these?
these small words
that people say
are bad.
yet they fall right besides "good" words in
the book of truth
damn shit ass
words we use.
Bitch is a female dog
and it comes after bit and bite
those are bad words to right?
NO
they are actions we perform daily
so laugh it up!
tell me I'm wrong
for using the book
that taught me my native tongue
in its entirety
fuck you
for judging me
based on how i speak
i use it to write my poetry
you can write peotry to
sit down
clear ya mind
record your experience over time
in every scheme
in every line
but don't call me a poet
my life just happens to rhyme.
It Gets no better!!!!!!!!!!
spoken just enough
to shock you like cold hands
on hot flesh
while all the rest
come close but fall just short of
the best
i rest
unless they attempt to create the space
in between my mentality
and me delegating authority
of words
and the actions of verbs
in my head.
My words are the Picasso paintings on cave walls
before Picasso had a name
they paved the way for intelligent
through
written on ignorant brains.
But the mind stretches and accepts exceptions
except the ties between
loving the artist and dying for the artistry.
to shock you like cold hands
on hot flesh
while all the rest
come close but fall just short of
the best
i rest
unless they attempt to create the space
in between my mentality
and me delegating authority
of words
and the actions of verbs
in my head.
My words are the Picasso paintings on cave walls
before Picasso had a name
they paved the way for intelligent
through
written on ignorant brains.
But the mind stretches and accepts exceptions
except the ties between
loving the artist and dying for the artistry.
Heart Made of See Through Stone (Villanelle)
I am as weak as your tired ass lies.
Guess what? I'm through with you.
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
The joke is on you to your surprise.
A friendship and break up long over due.
I am as weak as your tired ass lies.
To a love that never dies:
Even though you did not intend to offend,
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
Your Medusa head exposed through the Aphrodite disguise
Now you sit singing sad songs of blues.
I am weak as your tired ass lies.
I am still in love with the one i despise.
I loved you all the way to the end.
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
Now the joke is on me I realize.
Got me good, Loved me right, broke my heart, no chance to amend,
I am as weak as your tired ass lies,
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
Guess what? I'm through with you.
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
The joke is on you to your surprise.
A friendship and break up long over due.
I am as weak as your tired ass lies.
To a love that never dies:
Even though you did not intend to offend,
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
Your Medusa head exposed through the Aphrodite disguise
Now you sit singing sad songs of blues.
I am weak as your tired ass lies.
I am still in love with the one i despise.
I loved you all the way to the end.
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
Now the joke is on me I realize.
Got me good, Loved me right, broke my heart, no chance to amend,
I am as weak as your tired ass lies,
I am drowned by the puddles of my silent cries.
My Mirror Image
so slim, sleek and fashionable
nothing seems wrong in your world.
Yea!
Young and strong yet internally whipped by the pain
associated with being
GReat.
Your word savvy mouth becomes verbal abuse
for the
Incompetent.
Yet your humble nature keeps
protectors on those weapons.
You are who I am.
I dwell in you.
But even as my reflection
you have your own shoes to fill.
your still young body
20ish
Right?
Long road ahead of you
even if time is short..
for your many years of growth
realize that your
words become
YOUR IDENTITY
so Fuck them.
nothing seems wrong in your world.
Yea!
Young and strong yet internally whipped by the pain
associated with being
GReat.
Your word savvy mouth becomes verbal abuse
for the
Incompetent.
Yet your humble nature keeps
protectors on those weapons.
You are who I am.
I dwell in you.
But even as my reflection
you have your own shoes to fill.
your still young body
20ish
Right?
Long road ahead of you
even if time is short..
for your many years of growth
realize that your
words become
YOUR IDENTITY
so Fuck them.
Hangin by a Thread
When I think
in my mind
that i need your therapy to help me,
Spoken so eloquently you selflessly
clarify above my mental anguish.
Trapped in my world of confusion,
anxiety shows me
my release is in you;
yet my pain shows me in my
thoughts differently.
Where in my world do you dwell?
In the state of happiness.
You also see my endurance's destruction of
sanity's instructions of death:
a passion for life and an understanding of
nothing less than amazing
structure.
We are born to die, Yet
we live life Hoping
to live forever only to be
fearful of taking our last breath.
Devastated by the harsh reality,
TIME LOVES NO ONE.
no finger of blame to point
and to point a finger of blame
would be
POINTLESS
An utterance of assurance is unrealistic.
Take me to a new place
where people find serenity.
and i to may wallow in pity knowing that
the beauty of life is
temporarily posted
ONE TIME USE ONLY
disposable and still full of memories.
Pictures rich with beauty yet
drenched in disaster.
Cross Walk
yet
of Nothing.
my heart is still bleeding
because through
holes
pain Lives.
in my mind
that i need your therapy to help me,
Spoken so eloquently you selflessly
clarify above my mental anguish.
Trapped in my world of confusion,
anxiety shows me
my release is in you;
yet my pain shows me in my
thoughts differently.
Where in my world do you dwell?
In the state of happiness.
You also see my endurance's destruction of
sanity's instructions of death:
a passion for life and an understanding of
nothing less than amazing
structure.
We are born to die, Yet
we live life Hoping
to live forever only to be
fearful of taking our last breath.
Devastated by the harsh reality,
TIME LOVES NO ONE.
no finger of blame to point
and to point a finger of blame
would be
POINTLESS
An utterance of assurance is unrealistic.
Take me to a new place
where people find serenity.
and i to may wallow in pity knowing that
the beauty of life is
temporarily posted
ONE TIME USE ONLY
disposable and still full of memories.
Pictures rich with beauty yet
drenched in disaster.
Cross Walk
yet
of Nothing.
my heart is still bleeding
because through
holes
pain Lives.
Misguided
Heart bleeding
blue for ink
smudged on red
paper.
red paper stained
with pain ink
bleeding on
experienced hearts.
don't need many
words to express pain!
pain is written in
expression!
experienced hearts bleeding
ink.
pain with
stained paper!
red paper
on smudged ink
for blue bleeding hearts
I call it
Dirty money
blue for ink
smudged on red
paper.
red paper stained
with pain ink
bleeding on
experienced hearts.
don't need many
words to express pain!
pain is written in
expression!
experienced hearts bleeding
ink.
pain with
stained paper!
red paper
on smudged ink
for blue bleeding hearts
I call it
Dirty money
Self Determination
Sitting here
Thinkin’ Hopin’ Waiting’
Watchin black
As you walk by in ya rags that signals
you are Black
Careless and free
There’s more to life than how the world demonstrates
Rags that say im black
But black written in all caps
Writing letters of power
Black power
To hide the bens and jags parked in ya garage
You don’t want to be seen as unreal
Anything other than black
so you Escape the real to be real
Only to turn up real fake.
Thinkin’ Hopin’ Waiting’
Watchin black
As you walk by in ya rags that signals
you are Black
Careless and free
There’s more to life than how the world demonstrates
Rags that say im black
But black written in all caps
Writing letters of power
Black power
To hide the bens and jags parked in ya garage
You don’t want to be seen as unreal
Anything other than black
so you Escape the real to be real
Only to turn up real fake.
1 2 3 (take it for what it is)
My real eyes realize real lies
I know why
Because my real eyes
Follow down to my real thighs
Yes your Hooked,
look,
your shook,
shush, you not to speak.
your my book
only to be red.
Like your face
Flushed with an intruding Pulse.
hearts skippin beats is a must.
My real eyes seein
my real thighs as I
climb the tree of your
realized Lies
you realize between my thighs
is all your eyes can fixate on.
You Can't lie but when
u lie under me
shush let it be
relinquish you juices
I see you so Controlled
By me.
Look into my real eyes
1 2 3 you mine
im bad so good
no lies can hide
the look in your eyes
one kiss feel the heat of my
mythical nymph drip
with desire
on fire you LIAR.
Now im changing
you for the better
gettin wetter:
its not me
she wants control
So Let her
TWO bodies grow weaker
working out like Pilates
winded, shivering atrocities
no room for apologies
jus growing affinities
for anxieties
its the drive
sex drives you wild.
not any sex
the kind of sex that's all mine
the wet, tight,
candle scented,
time consuming, hot,
heated,
3 hours later still going rounds kind
the kind that helps my real eyes
realize real lies
GIVE IT UP LIAR
your ALL mines.
I know why
Because my real eyes
Follow down to my real thighs
Yes your Hooked,
look,
your shook,
shush, you not to speak.
your my book
only to be red.
Like your face
Flushed with an intruding Pulse.
hearts skippin beats is a must.
My real eyes seein
my real thighs as I
climb the tree of your
realized Lies
you realize between my thighs
is all your eyes can fixate on.
You Can't lie but when
u lie under me
shush let it be
relinquish you juices
I see you so Controlled
By me.
Look into my real eyes
1 2 3 you mine
im bad so good
no lies can hide
the look in your eyes
one kiss feel the heat of my
mythical nymph drip
with desire
on fire you LIAR.
Now im changing
you for the better
gettin wetter:
its not me
she wants control
So Let her
TWO bodies grow weaker
working out like Pilates
winded, shivering atrocities
no room for apologies
jus growing affinities
for anxieties
its the drive
sex drives you wild.
not any sex
the kind of sex that's all mine
the wet, tight,
candle scented,
time consuming, hot,
heated,
3 hours later still going rounds kind
the kind that helps my real eyes
realize real lies
GIVE IT UP LIAR
your ALL mines.
Sonnet
My mind sun dried by the rays of Confusion.
Never Know which way to turn.
Closed Eyes Sees vivid Purple dots of Illusions
How did this Relief I earn?
My body beaten by whips and chains of humility
Recovery not in plain sight.
One more sip keeps my body from divinity.
My demons are armed to fight.
My Spirit broken, shattered into pieces of rubble,
Wondering if my soul has disappeared.
Smooth sailing under the prickly stubble.
My desire to love had persevered.
No fear in your arm, no room for mistakes, directions are so much clearer.
Just protect my heart, don't look directly in, it is made of a blood stained mirror.
Never Know which way to turn.
Closed Eyes Sees vivid Purple dots of Illusions
How did this Relief I earn?
My body beaten by whips and chains of humility
Recovery not in plain sight.
One more sip keeps my body from divinity.
My demons are armed to fight.
My Spirit broken, shattered into pieces of rubble,
Wondering if my soul has disappeared.
Smooth sailing under the prickly stubble.
My desire to love had persevered.
No fear in your arm, no room for mistakes, directions are so much clearer.
Just protect my heart, don't look directly in, it is made of a blood stained mirror.
I Loved You
So warm,smooth,stylish, and sturdy you are.
Hard soul you have, has a horrible history; Until I saved you
Opened wide your tongue rolls out long.
Entered and strapped, but i change my mind
So sorry my old faithful love I'm choosing he new 1 today.
(now take the first letter in every bold word and you will see what im talkin about.. nasty ppl)
Hard soul you have, has a horrible history; Until I saved you
Opened wide your tongue rolls out long.
Entered and strapped, but i change my mind
So sorry my old faithful love I'm choosing he new 1 today.
(now take the first letter in every bold word and you will see what im talkin about.. nasty ppl)
Letter to MY MEN
Pull Ya Damn Pants Up
Stand up straight
Straighten ur shirt
Your destined to be great
The knowledge comes to consciousness
And ur wisdom is pain
Your disdain for constrains
Leaves a paint dried blood stain
Damn I can’t get a job
Hustling is all I know
A regular 9 to 5 is just not for me
Just a few excuses for your mediocrity and half assery
You believe the reason for you not being shit is because the man if holdin you Back
Is because ur weak ass refuse to get up, carry the weight of ya world and pick up ya own slack.
Pull ya damn pants up
Stand up straight
Ur late
For reality
Here is a reality check for yo ass
You’re not a man cuz you take virginities
You’re a man cuz you fight for your dignity
Man woman and child
and The Blessed trinity
Check yo affinities
Love yaself and so will everyone eles in the vicinity
You are not strong because you can lift a hand to your leading lady
You are strong cuz you BEAT All American Odds and can raise your baby
They say is more of you in jail than seeking higher education
That’s because you refuse to take this reality check to cure you from self reservations.
Slaving to cop the latest kicks and whips to attract that chick
Never realizing she don’t want you she jus want a ride
Yes she will up and leave with scared up confidence because
She’s been devalued and bored by your incompetence
Braggin to your friend’s yea I bagged that Bitch
You should hit
You’d enjoy it…
Taking the pleasure in someone else pain
Being a flirt, Chasing skirts, no caring whose feeling you hurt.
Unlaced shell toes and tims to big
I see more of your boxers than your vision
We have REACHED THE END
The end of all conversation there’s nothing left to do
But walk away from your silly ass cuz ya pants
IS JUST AS LOW AS YOUR IQ
I C U B more than the Greatest King
If you say what you Mean
No need to be mean
But the meaning of man is not an illusory dream.
We dream like KING that our men become Kings
We descend from kings
But you act like jerks, assholes and everything in between.
Stop giving excuses for your laziness and buildin up explanations for your failures
Teach young girls how to be treated and be a role model for our young Fellas
Be motivation for our women to want put up an “I’m his ride or die queen” fight
Because when a good girls Gone bad that the end and is because of you right?
You talk about oh she’s a hoe she don’t mean shit not taking into consideration that’s someone’s mother cousin auntie or sister
But when someone disrespects a woman in your life your ready to fly off the handle mister?
Bottom line is
Instead of choosin the path that leads to DAMNATION
Realize it takes a village to raise a child,
But one real man can change a DAMN NATION
Pull ya Damn pants up
Stand up straight
Straighten your shirt
YOUR DESTINED TO BE GREAT
Stand up straight
Straighten ur shirt
Your destined to be great
The knowledge comes to consciousness
And ur wisdom is pain
Your disdain for constrains
Leaves a paint dried blood stain
Damn I can’t get a job
Hustling is all I know
A regular 9 to 5 is just not for me
Just a few excuses for your mediocrity and half assery
You believe the reason for you not being shit is because the man if holdin you Back
Is because ur weak ass refuse to get up, carry the weight of ya world and pick up ya own slack.
Pull ya damn pants up
Stand up straight
Ur late
For reality
Here is a reality check for yo ass
You’re not a man cuz you take virginities
You’re a man cuz you fight for your dignity
Man woman and child
and The Blessed trinity
Check yo affinities
Love yaself and so will everyone eles in the vicinity
You are not strong because you can lift a hand to your leading lady
You are strong cuz you BEAT All American Odds and can raise your baby
They say is more of you in jail than seeking higher education
That’s because you refuse to take this reality check to cure you from self reservations.
Slaving to cop the latest kicks and whips to attract that chick
Never realizing she don’t want you she jus want a ride
Yes she will up and leave with scared up confidence because
She’s been devalued and bored by your incompetence
Braggin to your friend’s yea I bagged that Bitch
You should hit
You’d enjoy it…
Taking the pleasure in someone else pain
Being a flirt, Chasing skirts, no caring whose feeling you hurt.
Unlaced shell toes and tims to big
I see more of your boxers than your vision
We have REACHED THE END
The end of all conversation there’s nothing left to do
But walk away from your silly ass cuz ya pants
IS JUST AS LOW AS YOUR IQ
I C U B more than the Greatest King
If you say what you Mean
No need to be mean
But the meaning of man is not an illusory dream.
We dream like KING that our men become Kings
We descend from kings
But you act like jerks, assholes and everything in between.
Stop giving excuses for your laziness and buildin up explanations for your failures
Teach young girls how to be treated and be a role model for our young Fellas
Be motivation for our women to want put up an “I’m his ride or die queen” fight
Because when a good girls Gone bad that the end and is because of you right?
You talk about oh she’s a hoe she don’t mean shit not taking into consideration that’s someone’s mother cousin auntie or sister
But when someone disrespects a woman in your life your ready to fly off the handle mister?
Bottom line is
Instead of choosin the path that leads to DAMNATION
Realize it takes a village to raise a child,
But one real man can change a DAMN NATION
Pull ya Damn pants up
Stand up straight
Straighten your shirt
YOUR DESTINED TO BE GREAT
Letter to OUr WOmen
Queen You're Beautiful inside and out.
Don't Let anyone tell you different.
No matter what walk of life you come from
Put one civilized foot in front of the other and run with it.
While all these men sit and brag about how fresh they are in their AIR FORCE ONES
You sit at home slaving, crying, stressing, wondering how your gonna feed their POOR SONS
you Made the Baby... with him
Carried the baby... for him
Cared for the Baby... inspite of him
and If he decides to leave, YOUR Stuck ALONE raising That baby... without
Yet all he can say is FUCK that BITCH, SHE ain't Shit
Never realizing that they are the reason that you spaz like this.
The sounds of your tears hitting the pillow, Your baby crying, and Internal dying,
To him sounds Just like MUSIC.
If he can take pleasure in your pain,
Don't Lose your mind, LOSE HIM
We are at war for our dignity
Taking cover from dropped bombs of PATRIARCHAL Misogyny
Men, Excuse me if my apostalicity is to much for you male integrity
BUT YOU ARE NOT CORRECT
As a woman our ability exceeds the adversity of the accessibility of our destiny, that our success is determined by how much ASS we are willing to show. Our minds grow, just as well as, if not more than yours.
It's time for us women to stop woring about HE THAT HAS SWAG, NICE CARS, COOL KICKS, CD'S and DVDs.
Stop settling for GE D's and reach higher for PH D'S
It may not be possible for everyone to reach cuz we live in a society that still has race issues, sex issues, gender issues, making welfare more accessible than jobs, education, and health care.
But as long as we close our eyes
We can still DREAM.
We are fighting.
a battle that we are losing
and the ones with the strong minds
comes up with all the bruising.
stop getting your image from uncut on BET
and open up an essence magazine
SEE your beauty from
deep down in your sole
because before you know it
your all ALONE
no DIGNITY
no PRIDE
DEAD inside
DEFINED by what
THEY made you,
LABELED you.
Bitch, hoe, whore, skeezer, slut, smut, dirty, Jump off
Every time you see a bridge you wanna jump off..
If you do whose gonna care for your babies?
HIM?
Hell no
So keep Ya head up and take your seat on your Throne
Know you are struggling alone.
Queen You're Beautiful Inside and out.
Don't Let anyone tell you different.
Reign.
Slow
Take a breath
SLOW
Take my Hand
SLOW
Pull me close
Slow
Kiss My Lips
Slow
Rub my body
SLOW
Illuminate my mind with the scent of your skin
I breathe in Slow
What do I owe for this love Filled Lustful Encounter
He gets lost in my eyes
As we move
SLOW
Come What May
My shirt disappeared
SO FAST
I didn't have time to think
Now he's between my Knees
Utilizing his oral Magnificence
Nice and SLOW
My Legs grow weak
FAST
and i don't mind
Gets mixed up in the juices of my passion
I lost track of time
I try to close my eyes and allow my memory to outline the contour of your physique
tried to hold on and allow my mythical goddess to grab slow but she grew weak
But I heard whispers of I LOVE YOU
I let go Slow
My Memory lost control
SO FAST
It was hard to for me to resist the SLOW
yet
I Breathe
FAST
Heart Beat
FAST
Chest move
FAST
Kissed me
FAST
Hands Touch
FAST
You Move
FAST
Legs Shake
FAST
we moan
FAST
kissed you
FAST
Fell IN Love
FAST
You realize you can't live without me
and my intimate light glows
you look in my eyes
and your love for me grows
You want this to last
so you give up FAST
theres no where but Ecstasy to go
So you give up fast to engage in SLOW.
SLOW
Take my Hand
SLOW
Pull me close
Slow
Kiss My Lips
Slow
Rub my body
SLOW
Illuminate my mind with the scent of your skin
I breathe in Slow
What do I owe for this love Filled Lustful Encounter
He gets lost in my eyes
As we move
SLOW
Come What May
My shirt disappeared
SO FAST
I didn't have time to think
Now he's between my Knees
Utilizing his oral Magnificence
Nice and SLOW
My Legs grow weak
FAST
and i don't mind
Gets mixed up in the juices of my passion
I lost track of time
I try to close my eyes and allow my memory to outline the contour of your physique
tried to hold on and allow my mythical goddess to grab slow but she grew weak
But I heard whispers of I LOVE YOU
I let go Slow
My Memory lost control
SO FAST
It was hard to for me to resist the SLOW
yet
I Breathe
FAST
Heart Beat
FAST
Chest move
FAST
Kissed me
FAST
Hands Touch
FAST
You Move
FAST
Legs Shake
FAST
we moan
FAST
kissed you
FAST
Fell IN Love
FAST
You realize you can't live without me
and my intimate light glows
you look in my eyes
and your love for me grows
You want this to last
so you give up FAST
theres no where but Ecstasy to go
So you give up fast to engage in SLOW.
He IS
How do you describe a Feeling so Profound?
Heart Beat
Without him There is no me
And I tried to Picture my life without him in it
And my window box of life came up empty.
He fills Me up
And pours out my sorrow
Without him the present is messed up
There is no Tomorrow
He is my morning rise
the reason my flowers bloom
the reason my grass grows
and my birds sing
Metaphorically he is my sun
The sun that warms my slender body til night fall
from day begun
He is my breath, My Hero, My husband
Well not yet but he will be cuz without him there is
no me
He is My jagged line across the
Hospital screen that says I'm alive
and without his beep i would flat line
I'm out of time
No more Me
But
HE IS
Heart Beat
Without him There is no me
And I tried to Picture my life without him in it
And my window box of life came up empty.
He fills Me up
And pours out my sorrow
Without him the present is messed up
There is no Tomorrow
He is my morning rise
the reason my flowers bloom
the reason my grass grows
and my birds sing
Metaphorically he is my sun
The sun that warms my slender body til night fall
from day begun
He is my breath, My Hero, My husband
Well not yet but he will be cuz without him there is
no me
He is My jagged line across the
Hospital screen that says I'm alive
and without his beep i would flat line
I'm out of time
No more Me
But
HE IS
Legacy (written freestyle)
I never wanted to read other writers
cuz i always thought i was better
then i had to humble myself and read
and found that reading writers is what made me better
Now i Verbally throw flames and I make greater corrections
The fluidity in my Lyrics changes lifes and gives erections
Dont get me wrong I still walk on the same road as the greats
But i choose to walk my own path
s0 i dont become a immulating fake
Take heed of my style so so unique and classy
when im done with earth my internal thoughts
Will have outlasted me
My legacy will live on!
cuz i always thought i was better
then i had to humble myself and read
and found that reading writers is what made me better
Now i Verbally throw flames and I make greater corrections
The fluidity in my Lyrics changes lifes and gives erections
Dont get me wrong I still walk on the same road as the greats
But i choose to walk my own path
s0 i dont become a immulating fake
Take heed of my style so so unique and classy
when im done with earth my internal thoughts
Will have outlasted me
My legacy will live on!
Eternal Fade
I want My heart to Be lost in the
Imprisonment of your hands
U protecting my beat while vividly Penetrating
the omniscience of my Mind
Seeking understanding of my worlds inate ability
to inflict confusion
Yet submerging your self in the clarity of
my misguided LOVE
Save me from use of internal
Finalization that i need to help me survive
and place my mind in the path of LOVE
And allow your eternal heart to be Lost in mine.
Imprisonment of your hands
U protecting my beat while vividly Penetrating
the omniscience of my Mind
Seeking understanding of my worlds inate ability
to inflict confusion
Yet submerging your self in the clarity of
my misguided LOVE
Save me from use of internal
Finalization that i need to help me survive
and place my mind in the path of LOVE
And allow your eternal heart to be Lost in mine.
The Absense!
Written for ETERNITY! I never meant for this to happen!
I am a prisoner to my own mind
Seeking the mundane understanding of ETERNITY
but,
I realize that true understanding of ETERNITY may never come.
A feeling of tumult and emotional weakness
Brought forward by my insane thought
To sustain what is explained
Through my world’s drops of acid rain
Or
an anchor without its chain
Pointless!
Pointless to a boat trying to stand
in place but is tossed and driven
by the violent riptides of a storm in the deep blue
Refuge.
Eternity
The lies and deceit of History
To both Eternity And Future
It contains no remembrance to abstain
from sadness
yet
The sadness attains the constrains of pain
Leaving an irremovable blood stain
Of experience
No you; No me
Sad but life
Love
ETERNITY
Eternity may not see the future
as the future hides
It hides behind that feminine figure that may seem right for eternity
But turns out to be the stagnation of growth
The motivation to grow dwells in eternities thoughts.
Yet Eternity ignores
Sad I know
So sad that I had to sit in my chair
and grab my lyrical sketch pad
And draw a verbal picture
Of my madness as I scream out for my refuge
REEEFUGGGGE
From the thoughts that ETERNITY puts in my mental
I scream out for refuge
Never a reply.
Just the hum of a hollow hole in the field
or
The echo of a room without its contents
or
The dust under a bed that is pushed by the sternness in my voice
Where did that fuckin refuge go?
REEEEFUGGGGE!
Again my voice is chased by the emptiness and confusion of
silence.
Where in this chaotic world does a lost soul
like mine find refuge?
In eternity
Yet Eternity is absent from the present.
I am a prisoner to my own mind
Seeking the mundane understanding of ETERNITY
but,
I realize that true understanding of ETERNITY may never come.
A feeling of tumult and emotional weakness
Brought forward by my insane thought
To sustain what is explained
Through my world’s drops of acid rain
Or
an anchor without its chain
Pointless!
Pointless to a boat trying to stand
in place but is tossed and driven
by the violent riptides of a storm in the deep blue
Refuge.
Eternity
The lies and deceit of History
To both Eternity And Future
It contains no remembrance to abstain
from sadness
yet
The sadness attains the constrains of pain
Leaving an irremovable blood stain
Of experience
No you; No me
Sad but life
Love
ETERNITY
Eternity may not see the future
as the future hides
It hides behind that feminine figure that may seem right for eternity
But turns out to be the stagnation of growth
The motivation to grow dwells in eternities thoughts.
Yet Eternity ignores
Sad I know
So sad that I had to sit in my chair
and grab my lyrical sketch pad
And draw a verbal picture
Of my madness as I scream out for my refuge
REEEFUGGGGE
From the thoughts that ETERNITY puts in my mental
I scream out for refuge
Never a reply.
Just the hum of a hollow hole in the field
or
The echo of a room without its contents
or
The dust under a bed that is pushed by the sternness in my voice
Where did that fuckin refuge go?
REEEEFUGGGGE!
Again my voice is chased by the emptiness and confusion of
silence.
Where in this chaotic world does a lost soul
like mine find refuge?
In eternity
Yet Eternity is absent from the present.
Welcome TO me
I'm new to the blogging thing but here you will get an incite to my life! I will expose my intellect for all it's worth. I will put a definition to Onistlyar for all to Understand! Sit back and watch it unfold as the verbal Krook wits the language that I know!
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Welcome to my world!!!
follow me www.twitter.com/dimedemeanor
add me on myspace www.myspace.com/dimedemeanor
Welcome to my world!!!
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