The Absense!

Written for ETERNITY! I never meant for this to happen!

I am a prisoner to my own mind
Seeking the mundane understanding of ETERNITY
but,
I realize that true understanding of ETERNITY may never come.


A feeling of tumult and emotional weakness
Brought forward by my insane thought
To sustain what is explained
Through my world’s drops of acid rain
Or
an anchor without its chain
Pointless!
Pointless to a boat trying to stand
in place but is tossed and driven
by the violent riptides of a storm in the deep blue
Refuge.
Eternity

The lies and deceit of History
To both Eternity And Future

It contains no remembrance to abstain
from sadness
yet
The sadness attains the constrains of pain
Leaving an irremovable blood stain
Of experience
No you; No me
Sad but life
Love
ETERNITY


Eternity may not see the future
as the future hides
It hides behind that feminine figure that may seem right for eternity
But turns out to be the stagnation of growth
The motivation to grow dwells in eternities thoughts.
Yet Eternity ignores


Sad I know
So sad that I had to sit in my chair
and grab my lyrical sketch pad
And draw a verbal picture
Of my madness as I scream out for my refuge
REEEFUGGGGE

From the thoughts that ETERNITY puts in my mental
I scream out for refuge
Never a reply.
Just the hum of a hollow hole in the field
or
The echo of a room without its contents
or
The dust under a bed that is pushed by the sternness in my voice

Where did that fuckin refuge go?
REEEEFUGGGGE!
Again my voice is chased by the emptiness and confusion of
silence.

Where in this chaotic world does a lost soul
like mine find refuge?
In eternity
Yet Eternity is absent from the present.