Letter to OUr WOmen

Queen You're Beautiful inside and out.
Don't Let anyone tell you different.
No matter what walk of life you come from
Put one civilized foot in front of the other and run with it.
While all these men sit and brag about how fresh they are in their AIR FORCE ONES
You sit at home slaving, crying, stressing, wondering how your gonna feed their POOR SONS
you Made the Baby... with him
Carried the baby... for him
Cared for the Baby... inspite of him
and If he decides to leave, YOUR Stuck ALONE raising That baby... without
Yet all he can say is FUCK that BITCH, SHE ain't Shit
Never realizing that they are the reason that you spaz like this.

The sounds of your tears hitting the pillow, Your baby crying, and Internal dying,
To him sounds Just like MUSIC.
If he can take pleasure in your pain,
Don't Lose your mind, LOSE HIM

We are at war for our dignity
Taking cover from dropped bombs of PATRIARCHAL Misogyny
Men, Excuse me if my apostalicity is to much for you male integrity
BUT YOU ARE NOT CORRECT
As a woman our ability exceeds the adversity of the accessibility of our destiny, that our success is determined by how much ASS we are willing to show. Our minds grow, just as well as, if not more than yours.
It's time for us women to stop woring about HE THAT HAS SWAG, NICE CARS, COOL KICKS, CD'S and DVDs.
Stop settling for GE D's and reach higher for PH D'S

It may not be possible for everyone to reach cuz we live in a society that still has race issues, sex issues, gender issues, making welfare more accessible than jobs, education, and health care.
But as long as we close our eyes
We can still DREAM.

We are fighting.
a battle that we are losing
and the ones with the strong minds
comes up with all the bruising.
stop getting your image from uncut on BET
and open up an essence magazine
SEE your beauty from
deep down in your sole
because before you know it
your all ALONE
no DIGNITY
no PRIDE
DEAD inside
DEFINED by what
THEY made you,
LABELED you.
Bitch, hoe, whore, skeezer, slut, smut, dirty, Jump off
Every time you see a bridge you wanna jump off..
If you do whose gonna care for your babies?
HIM?
Hell no
So keep Ya head up and take your seat on your Throne
Know you are struggling alone.
Queen You're Beautiful Inside and out.
Don't Let anyone tell you different.

Reign.

Slow

Take a breath
SLOW
Take my Hand
SLOW
Pull me close
Slow
Kiss My Lips
Slow
Rub my body
SLOW

Illuminate my mind with the scent of your skin
I breathe in Slow
What do I owe for this love Filled Lustful Encounter
He gets lost in my eyes
As we move
SLOW
Come What May

My shirt disappeared
SO FAST
I didn't have time to think
Now he's between my Knees
Utilizing his oral Magnificence
Nice and SLOW

My Legs grow weak
FAST
and i don't mind
Gets mixed up in the juices of my passion
I lost track of time

I try to close my eyes and allow my memory to outline the contour of your physique
tried to hold on and allow my mythical goddess to grab slow but she grew weak
But I heard whispers of I LOVE YOU
I let go Slow
My Memory lost control
SO FAST
It was hard to for me to resist the SLOW
yet

I Breathe
FAST
Heart Beat
FAST
Chest move
FAST
Kissed me
FAST
Hands Touch
FAST
You Move
FAST
Legs Shake
FAST
we moan
FAST
kissed you
FAST
Fell IN Love
FAST

You realize you can't live without me
and my intimate light glows
you look in my eyes
and your love for me grows

You want this to last
so you give up FAST
theres no where but Ecstasy to go
So you give up fast to engage in SLOW.

He IS

How do you describe a Feeling so Profound?

Heart Beat
Without him There is no me
And I tried to Picture my life without him in it
And my window box of life came up empty.
He fills Me up
And pours out my sorrow
Without him the present is messed up
There is no Tomorrow
He is my morning rise
the reason my flowers bloom
the reason my grass grows
and my birds sing
Metaphorically he is my sun
The sun that warms my slender body til night fall
from day begun
He is my breath, My Hero, My husband
Well not yet but he will be cuz without him there is
no me
He is My jagged line across the
Hospital screen that says I'm alive
and without his beep i would flat line
I'm out of time
No more Me
But
HE IS

Legacy (written freestyle)

I never wanted to read other writers
cuz i always thought i was better
then i had to humble myself and read
and found that reading writers is what made me better
Now i Verbally throw flames and I make greater corrections
The fluidity in my Lyrics changes lifes and gives erections

Dont get me wrong I still walk on the same road as the greats
But i choose to walk my own path
s0 i dont become a immulating fake
Take heed of my style so so unique and classy
when im done with earth my internal thoughts
Will have outlasted me

My legacy will live on!

Eternal Fade

I want My heart to Be lost in the
Imprisonment of your hands
U protecting my beat while vividly Penetrating
the omniscience of my Mind
Seeking understanding of my worlds inate ability
to inflict confusion
Yet submerging your self in the clarity of
my misguided LOVE
Save me from use of internal
Finalization that i need to help me survive
and place my mind in the path of LOVE
And allow your eternal heart to be Lost in mine.

The Absense!

Written for ETERNITY! I never meant for this to happen!

I am a prisoner to my own mind
Seeking the mundane understanding of ETERNITY
but,
I realize that true understanding of ETERNITY may never come.


A feeling of tumult and emotional weakness
Brought forward by my insane thought
To sustain what is explained
Through my world’s drops of acid rain
Or
an anchor without its chain
Pointless!
Pointless to a boat trying to stand
in place but is tossed and driven
by the violent riptides of a storm in the deep blue
Refuge.
Eternity

The lies and deceit of History
To both Eternity And Future

It contains no remembrance to abstain
from sadness
yet
The sadness attains the constrains of pain
Leaving an irremovable blood stain
Of experience
No you; No me
Sad but life
Love
ETERNITY


Eternity may not see the future
as the future hides
It hides behind that feminine figure that may seem right for eternity
But turns out to be the stagnation of growth
The motivation to grow dwells in eternities thoughts.
Yet Eternity ignores


Sad I know
So sad that I had to sit in my chair
and grab my lyrical sketch pad
And draw a verbal picture
Of my madness as I scream out for my refuge
REEEFUGGGGE

From the thoughts that ETERNITY puts in my mental
I scream out for refuge
Never a reply.
Just the hum of a hollow hole in the field
or
The echo of a room without its contents
or
The dust under a bed that is pushed by the sternness in my voice

Where did that fuckin refuge go?
REEEEFUGGGGE!
Again my voice is chased by the emptiness and confusion of
silence.

Where in this chaotic world does a lost soul
like mine find refuge?
In eternity
Yet Eternity is absent from the present.

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